Fear of failure I’m close to giving up
Untethered froM reality
The vowels they compound and we—
I’m lost when I’ve fallen into you
You enrage and enlighten me
Frightening prospects and the sound of your name
Risking a cliche I’m too afraid to say it casts lightning
All the same.
Drunk on my inhibitions,
They’d never let me in.
My ticket was stamped for yesterday and there is no way to see the show, now.
Did I mention feeling exposed? Yes.
Surviving on instinct,
I’m sure I’m meant to act this way, why not?
Who can ever tell, anyway, between what’s real,
What is blocked.
I’ll wait for the circus to come to town
Write to me then, when the madness comes back around
I’ve been a little disjointed lately, and I’m sure this reflects that. Doesn’t that suck? When you feel like you’ve got a grip on yourself and your brain goes “hahahaha nope. You’ve gotta do it again.”? Oh well. It’s fiiiine! It’s fine. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.